Idle my time in the salon

Terrible partner..

I feel my dancing partner is the most horrigible guy in the whole world.. No wonder those dancing with him before break off with him after a few lessons..

My perspective from the start is still the same.... I still hate talking to him... because watever I said..it seems that the words are not convey into his idiotic mind... he will use selective hearing and pick up and emphasize on the negative sentence...

I seem like making my life miserable if i continue dancing with him.. I totally find no point continuing.. I find that I am simply dragging myself to dance every time, because I don't feel like facing him... who dun even know what is communication...

he said again I am attitude.. Correct.. let him say.. becos he is the one who is attitude to me first and dun even listen to what people say..

Anyway.., I feel he is such a great loser... he is placing all the blames to me now.. saying all competitions i dun want to participate... he named out every single competitions..

Merlion (july) - We just started partnership 1 month before this competition.. our routine is not complete yet... how to compete..

KL competition (aug) - we complete our cheorograph, but we haven even practice dancing every thing well, how are we able to compete..

Sunny Low Competition (oct) - we compete.. but he commented that we just whack only.. HELLO!! this the first competition and we have so much haven't train properly... what is he expecting.. some more he is the one who never compete before.. why saying me instead of asking himself..

Muar competition (nov) - I tell him right from the start i am busy in nov.. unable to go for this competiton.. he is agreeable.. . on the very last day before this comp, tho our instructors ask again.. but we already have 2 weeks never prac dance.. how can we jus to down and whack again.. too last min thing.. and he agreed as well..

Sabah and HK (Dec) - he never mention anything.. and he also say we are not taking any overseas competitions..

But still for all the above competitions, he has typed on the msn to me.. saying I don't want to participate in so many competition before and said I gg to whack this coming competitions again.. I have replied him saying the to go or not to go for the previous competitons, these are being discussed before.. and he understood and was agreeable not to go for these competitions at that point of time.. It was absolutely not fair to me if he wanted to put all these issue into my mouth right now.. ..

I was totally pissed off with him for ytd and tonight... He said i dunno what is discuss.. but does he know what is discuss then? he dun even wanna hear people's explanation..  he claim i am rude.. how polite is he then??he said i show no actions on how i wanted to dance..

HELLO... if i wasn't interested in dance.. will i go all the way down from jurong to geylang bahru to dance with u for the past mths for twice or thrice a week?? Will i pang seh my dearest friends on the girl's friday night meeting and go dancing with him?? Will I left my work hastily half done at times and rush down studio to dance with him?

To hear such sentence from his foul mouth was a total piss off to me.. I was agitated of cos.. he was provoking me times and times again... where i believe all my dearest friends know how much effort.. how much passion ... how much time.. and how much I love dance all along...

I guess the agitated part only stand a small percentage of the erupted feeling in me.. Sadness occupied more percentage of my feeling now..

To led a peaceful and happier life.. I have decided (not for a spite of moment thinking) to quit dancing with him after this coming competition..

Just pray 13 Dec competition faster come.. so as to end the misery dancing life i have now with this ridiculous dance partner...  

Asset Presentation 2010

I felt i was back to the uni days, those kind of feelings... where we were rushing for project deadlines and presentation.... Yes.. this was what I am experiencing in these past few weeks at work.. we were all rushing preparing slides and information for the Annual asset presentation tomorrow.. this was a big thing for every capitaland malls' colleagues at this time of the year coz we all will be presenting to the bosses on the performance of the mall and propose any future initiatives that we hope the mall to have and whatever blah blah thing that we have done to the mall.... it is something like our report card of the year... and the big boss are the one who will be assessing our Mall.

Just yesterday where we have a run through of the slides with our Asset manager, there were so many changes whereby we need to do and rearrange again at the very last minute... we were apparently rushing through the whole thing, ensuring the slides and presentation flow very well.... All of us strive hard and work till the late hours before heading back home..

And now.. I only can spare a few minutes here.. well, i gotta go to my notes after this... memorise all my Anchor tenants' rental and area.. ensuring these are at my finger tips...

Hope everything runs smoothly tomorrow.... I am really looking forward after tomorrow... Now, the kind of feeling that I am feeling is really like as if I am heading for a big examination tomorrow.. and after tomorrow, I can go out to play!

2012

Movie '2012' was great! Recommend you all to go and watch it.. I know it is just another disaster movie.. but such disaster movie always make us so nervous at the every minutes... the motion was fast.. plot was good... the disaster effect was really fantastic.. Though this was quite a saddist movie.. but i quite like it.. the movie tend to past down a message to us, telling us not to take things for granted.. and one must learn how to enjoy life and cherish life now to the fullest before you wun have any more chance to live anymore...

it's has been a long time such a fantastic disaster movie has been out... I remember since my teenage days... such movie always entice me to watch in the cinemas.. I can remember vaguely, i still like the movies 'Volcanos, Deep Impact, Twister, Armageddon...' all these always be my all times favourite movie .. I wun get tired of it even if I am to watch these movies twice or thrice again... I guess probably I really like that adrenalin flow in my body that make me very nervous for the character in the movie.. such movie always seems like making me feel very immersed into the nerve-ending scene...

2012 let me understand more about what is Noah's Ark which in the bible, is a vessel  built by the Patriarch Noah at God's command to save himself, his family and the world's animals from a worldwide deluge. (source: wikipedia) Heee.. i went reading up more about Noah's ark and the Maya prophecy after the movie... The movie fantastically show that some animals were deliver to the vessel.. Only difference between the Noah's Ark that we read in books and this Noah's ark in the show is that this movie make it to be fully equipped with the latest technologies that complement the current generation that we are living now.. the well-made noah ark in the show seems to be like a luxurious place where everyone hope to live inside and enjoy the facilities...

Nevertheless, this Noah ark also sent me wondering..whether is there anyone already started building such space ship thingy to save themselves in preparation of the coming foreseen disaster... hmm maybe someone already building it... we wun know..

Mayan prophecy 2012.. do you all think may happen? Scientist already proven it that 2012 could not be the end of the world.. but who knows what will be happening in these 2 years time.. Even now we can see... the weather are changing in every countries... Beijing suddenly snow earlier than expected... Aus going to have an extreme hot summer... the weather over the world seems be have gone crazy this year especially... is it because of the soon to come disaster as what the Mayans have predicted? Just some thoughts.. haa..

but if the world is really falling apart.... i guess... i just will want to stay with my mum and brother till the last seconds...

Disappointment ... not only myself..

Today, during our dance private lesson.. my dance teacher told us she was quite disappointed with our performance during the recent Sunny Low competition..  We did perform badly and was way lousier than our usual practises.. I was very very disappointed that day too.. and never knew that our teacher felt the same way we were.. I know we could have done better... perhaps.. because I have not compete since one year ago and I am absolutely not use to the dance floor..

I was sad... i thought only I am disappointed... never knew that my teacher felt the same way as we were..

Anyway.. perhaps she really wish us to take note of every single detail of dance.. I was being reprimanded a few times and being whack by her on my dance techniques.. I was aching all over now.. all the stretching and pulling of my body was really intensive... perhaps my teacher was really heated up by our poor performance... that she make us work hard on the dance today... and I was force to do proper cha cha walk rounds and rounds the dance studio today.. And these training makes my body ache so much now..

Nevertheless... I can only try to work extreme hard now... for the next coming competition in December..